To The Amazingsome 3:

Hey Yall. I created a blog for the 3 of us. so CHECK UR E-MAIL 4 the invite to contribute!!!!!! :P> Love you all!
Me

MY 50TH POST!!!!

This is my 50th post! WOO HOO! so here's 50 things bout me :)

1. I'm a christian
2. I'm 14 3/4
3. I'm a blonde, inside and out,
4. I'm at my grandma's house
5. My mind is dead...
6. I have a purple phone
7. I'm related to Jack Sparrow
8. My last thing was a lie
9. I'm on the phone with Hanna
10. I'm texting Evan
11. I'm in San-Angelo
12. I own me own laptop
13. Sometimes I have a split personality
14. NO I DON'T!
15. You see what i mean?
16.I'm hyper!
17. Hanna's going insane
18.I have 1 pair of converse!
19. I'm bored
20. My mom, Grandma and my Grandpa are playing cards
21. I love acting
22.My mind is straining for things to say!
23.Evan is my brother
24. That last thing was not the truth, but its not a lie
25.I'm going to Disney World in september!
26. I'm going to Colorado in July!
27. I'm gonna be in The King And I!
28. Hanna's being deaf
29. But I love her
30. ONLY 20 MORE THINGS TO SAY!!
31. Im skinny
32. i'm 5.8 ( think)
33. I'm gonna watch Mamma Mia later
34. Hanna's singing
35. She's funny
36. My sister just said "OO! I'M BOOHBAHH!"
37. I'm kinda scared...
38.I'm eating nerds!
39. I slept in this closet once...
40. The scar on my head that i got 4 years ago still kinda hurts...
41. I'M ALMOST 15!
42. I would be asleep if Hanna wasn't screaming in my ear
43. No rude comments please Hanna
44. My grandma has AWESOME food!
45. I'm almost done with the things bout me!
46. I'm kinda sad...
47. but not THAT sad
48. THE JOKER IS AMAZINGSOME!
49. BATMAN DARK KNIGHT IS mY FAVORITE MOVIE!
50. THIS IS THE END! THANK YOU ALL!

Okay, I know this song has nothing to do with me life, but i wanted to write it. Honest reviews please. :)

Before You Go:
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You may never know,

And you may never see,

What's in my heart,

Or what or you mean to me,
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You never know,

What secrets lie,

In my closed heart,

But before you die,

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I want you to know,

How much I love you,

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Cuz you never know,

How much you love something,

Until its gone,

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Chorus:

I love you! and I don't want you to go!

I need you, And I don't want to blow,

this chance, on you loving me,

And I want you to see!

Before you go, to be gone forever,

I will love you, forever and ever,

I know you'll feel better, up with Him!

Cuz ur body's broke, down the last limb!

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But I don't want you to leave,

Your breath is deep,

As you draw your last few gulps of air,

Your going, yet you don't care

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You don't know me, like you should,

I should have told you more, I really could,

To me your like an open book,

I start to cry, as I give you one last look,

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I leave a letter, by your side,

You won't look at it, but i lied,

and told myself that if you really wanted to see,

You could read that letter from me,

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Repeat chorus:

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Later that night, the hospital made a call,

They told me that you had died, but you read the letter, you started to bawl

The last few words you uttered were that you loved me,

And now I know, and now I see,

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You love me! and you didn't want to go!
You needed me, And you didn't want to blow,
this chance, on me loving you,
And you wanted me to see!
Before you go, to be gone forever,
I will love you, forever and ever,
I know you'll feel better, up with Him!
Cuz ur body's broke, down the last limb

My Life (as of late)

This month is VERY busy month for me, I had a bible bowl April 10th,11th,12 (No it doesn't involve bowling) My team got a Gold, I got an individual Silver, my team got a Gold in drama, and a Silver in chorus. I HAD TO GET A UP 7:30! BLEHH! and each night i stayed up till like 1am texting Evan :P. so i wuz tired! and when i wouldn't get up my friend Angelica's dad came and pulled the bed i had made of 2 chairs apart and i fell to the floor. lol. and this month i need to write a 100 page script. IM ON PAGE 70!!! WOO HOO! haha.

Names

Ok so i reallly want to get to my 50th post! so im putting random posts! (thank you Caty for making me happy :D)

im putting names that i think are really cool! these are not in any order, im putting 25 girl names and 25 boy names

GIRLS:
1. Hanna
2. Cassidy
3. Kathryn
4. Lucy
5. Marie
6. Diane
7. Alexandia
8. Claire
9: Annette
10: Sarah (my sisters name but my sister spells hers without an H)
11: Pheobe
12: Ashley
13: Roxxi
14: Jeanette
15: Ryne
16: Brietta
17: Erin
18: Caitlin
19: Sabrina
20: Olivia
21: Norah
22: Amber
23: America
24: Angelina
25: Madelyn

BOYS LIST:
1. Evan
2. Kurt
3: Mark
4. Porto (so much fun to say! lol)
5. Jesse
6: Jordan
7: Nolan
8: William
9: Drake
10: Tyler
11: Justin
12: Andy
13: Alex
14: Johnny
15: Ben
16: Chris
17: Pete
18: August
19: Bryan
20: Ryan
21: Riley
22: Jack
23: Brandon
24: Tanner
25: Jeremy

Haha. I love all names :). but these are my top 25 faves :P

Yeah, so idc if this songs good or not, im just in a sad mood, so i wrote a song (kinda) bout how i feel.... idk and idc what its called....

Why must everything be this way?

Why can't it change?

Why must it be like this?

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Why can't I change?

Why can't I be,

What ever I wanna be?

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Chorus:

It seems like,

Nothing is right,

Nothings the way,

I want it to be!

Nothing will change,

The way i want it to,

And the things that are great,

They never stay!

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Why can't i be,

not me,

Why can't i be,

one of great people,

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I'm just a nobody,

who's got no life,

I'm just a person,

I'm just a sinner,

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Why can't i get this right?

[Chorus]

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But you believed in me,

You remembered me,

in my darkest hour!

You helped me,

back on my way,

and i need your help again!

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I'm all alone,

In the dark,

With not but a candle to guide me,

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It feels like,

I'm in a maze

with no entrance or exit,

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i'm just wandering aimlessly,

like a lost child,

please help me find the way back home!

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[repeat chorus]

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Please help me home...

Changes (AGAIN)

Sry for the new changes, i didn't like the last one, it seemed too much like Evans (I like urs, but i don't want to be a copyier!) so i changed it, again :P

Another Song I Wrote..

Come To Me:

When the sun wont shine

And the moon burns bright

Won't you come to me?

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I lie awake

I toss and turn

Won't you come to me?

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[Chorus:]

Why won't you come to me?

I'm not a monster

Why won't you come to me?

I'm your friend

No time for hatred

only love

But still you wont come to me.

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Every time i dream

I dream of you

Every time i speak

I speak of you

When i choose to love

I love you

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And now i ask you...

[repeat chorus]

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And now i ask you...

Won't you come to me?

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THE END

Honest feedback please!

New Look!

Okay, so i got bored od my old look, so i got a new one, hope ya like it! and Hanna, if you don't mind, when i get 2 my 50th post im gonna do that 50 things bout myself :). LOVE YOU ALL!
Ness

A song I wrote...

Hey, so i just came up with this song, its not the best, but i want some honest review please :).

Flashlight:

No ones there,

No one cares,

No one see's

The same as me,

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I'm all alone,

Sitting in the dark,

with only you,

to guide me,

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Chorus:

You can be my flashlight

You can be my headlight

You can be the one who leads me

You can be the lantern

sitting next to me

helping me find the wayyy

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Please come,

i'm beginning to fear,

Please come,

I'm lost and alone,

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I hear many voices,

Telling me what to do,

God help me decide,

I am trusting you,

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[Repeat Chorus]

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Help me know,

Help me see,

What is real,

What is not to me,

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You know the answers,

You know the choices,

Unlike me,

I am oblivious

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You ARE my flashlight

You ARE my headlight

You ARE the one who leads me

You ARE the lantern

Sitting next to me

Helping me find the wayyy

Soooo...

MY LIFE IS BORING! hmm... i spent 3 hours with Hanna and Kaylin today. IT WUZ FUNNN! hmm.... i just introduced myself to some AWESOME songs..... hmm... my mom and I are gonna watch all 3 of the Pirates of the Caribbean movies... hmm... im in a bible bowl competeition friday and saturday... hmm... I think im going to Colorado this summer!!!! YEAYA! :). I'm so excited! hhmmm... i really like this song...

Gotta Be Somebody:

This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing,
I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end
Until that moment when,
I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And (bad word) this feels too right, it's just like déjà vu
Me standing here with you
So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end
Is it that moment when,
I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

You can't give up, looking for a diamond in the rough
You never know, when it shows up, make sure you're holding on
'Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me, ohhh

Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

My Life Sux Right Now

Today Sucked completely. i got my cell phone taken away for idk how long. and idk Y my parents didn't just cut me up into a billion peices and fed me to the dog. that would have been much better. I WANT MY PHONE! well i have it, i just can't call or txt ppl. so whats the point?!?!?!?!?!?!! AHHH! IM GOING TO DIE WITH OUT IT! and my mom said that if i dont get better soon, im going to fail algebra.... AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANT DO ANOTHER YEAR OF IT!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!